When I finally get to where I can say something I am just so tired I want to die.

Not an uncommon sentiment, and I don’t mean that lightly.

I didn’t mean to be this way.  I don’t know how I dot here, but here I am.  And sometimes I am scared.

I am so tired today

I just dot feel like fightining

what do i do

how do i do nothing and nothing at the same time

as i melt

and writhe

please just make this top