I did not used to.

I used to watch a movie or TV show and think, “they are all just actors”, and I would try to imagine what they were thinking to be able to pretend that they were in whatever scene they were in.

Now almost anything I see makes me cry.

Almost anything I smell makes me gag.  (Truly a physical response; you should see it, it is ridiculous.)

I don’ t know which is better.  Feeling everything, or feeling nothing.